And I'm not sorry that I did fall for you. What did you want this time?
While I appreciate wwomen a letter from hundreds of miles away is too little too late. You took me for granted, an old standby, a given, but now it's a given that I'm gone.
I might forgive you, in fact I think I already have, but forgiveness and acceptance are two different things. I was the stupid one for following a mad man.
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See that's the trouble with sorry, you have to accept the mere acceptance of it. I also am not sorry I left enraged, or about all that bullshit from before culminated into one ultimately, fantastiy, disrespectful, act of utter "fuck you, dumb bitch"! So I guess really the trouble with sorry is, sometimes you're not actually sorry.
If what you wanted was my forgiveness for your transgressions, you got it. I am a firm believer in quantum physics, smionsbath while that womfn the norm and expected outcome I've thrown a wrench in it and changed the course of discourse. The if you decide is up to you.
I'm not sorry because I've learned now: that I'm stronger than I though, braver than I thought, and not as dumb you thought. Insanity was the actions you manifested, the irrational thought that there is no cause and effect. I'm not sorry because I will never, ever, ever be treated that way, both because I wont let myself fall back there woken, and because I not will allow it to be done to me.
I was well aware, and always knew the harm it had, and kept causing me, yet I kept ignoring wimonsbath, and that's hard to forgive.
Guilt however is the sort of double edge sword you use only on a kamikaze mission, because guilt is the sort of thing that hurts you as much as the wlmen you hurt, because guilt is the sort of thing that stops you from doing simohsbath things again. I accept your apology and hope that as I say goodbye the world will bless you with a new hello, but unfortunately for us it is goodbye.
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I'm not sorry that for a little while, I actually felt like you felt for me at least a little bit. In fact I praise you for understanding what I could not, simojsbath past behavior is an indicator of future behavior, and my behavior was to always forgive you.
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I'm sorry that you had to do all the ugly despicable things that I do not wish to discuss to me to ensure that I'd stick through think and thin. The trouble with sorry is that you have to change. Be near Leader Heights for access to each other!
I'm sorry that you never cared to know me, nor bother to see that I was a real person, with real and cat feelings. However if what you wanted was for me to let you back in, well I simply could not do that. Just because you're sorry does not mean that I will let you be sorry again.
And if that's what you sought than, let us both come to a mutual draw. I want us to make each other want each other.
I was the cause of my own malice, much like a mother is at fault for letting her child stick the fork in the socket as she watched. I'm not sorry that I had the distorted, delusion that maybe we could have shared a mutual, honest, caring love, nor am I sorry that I drove those same miles your letter crossed simply to be in your presents and embrace. Whether you feel guilty, or not is no longer my concern.
But I'm not sorry I met you. While some say the definition of insanity is doing the same thing but expecting a different resultI believe that is the quintessential definition of stupidity.
That's the trouble with sorry you see, sometimes being truly sorry isn't enough to forgive, and that's why theres guilt. Guilt is the balance that keeps you in pain, but helps keep others from it.
I have forgiven you, but I'm stubbornand hardheaded, so I have yet to forgive myself. For me to shrug my shoulders again; to let your bullishness in my china shop again? I'm sorry that it took you so long to see "what I meant to you".